Self Conscious

    Double, triple, quadruple check--
    Look back in the mirror one more time
    And then when my face flushes
    Run back to the mirror to confirm
    My paranoia...
    Are my words the word I want to say?
    Do you I sound as stupid as I feel...
    And yet the smile on your face
    Is discomforting in my aggravated state...
    I put on the confident front,
    You wouldn't know how nervous I am
    If it weren't for the shift in my eyes
    The flutter of my hand,
    A twitch of an eye...
    I know you're seeing something different
    Something I can't see
    And I'm scared of what it could be.
    Published on Monday, January 27, 2014
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